
My pregnancy has reached full-term at 37 weeks! I'm now "legal" to deliver anytime from now on at the midwifery.
Last night I had the most vivid (and strange) dream about baby Annika. In the first part of the dream, she was born yesterday (I might add) and we were home and she looked like she was only 30 weeks gestation or so.. and I looked like a skeleton version of myself! We were getting ready for church (yes, the day after she was born) and my biggest concern was that she was too small for all of her clothes! Then all of the sudden, she was bigger, WAY bigger! But it was still the day after she was born! She had a full head of hair that already had a haircut, bangs and all. And my new concern was that she was way too big for all of her clothes. I was so disappointed that she was going to have to wear a pair of jeans and a pink Elmo t-shirt her first Sunday at church!!! It was SO real! I laid her down on a blanket so I could finish getting ready, and she sat up all by herself, stood up, and proceeded to walk to me! Wow, what a newborn!
I woke up laughing and telling Jeremy about my weird dream, and he told me that he had a dream that he was a Jedi Knight killing everyone in sight with a light saber!!! Yikes! He has had a bad neck all day from the stress of his dream and tensing up in his sleep! I think it was started by Drew coming into our room at 5 am this morning with a nightmare. He gave us a good idea, I guess!
The next couple weeks are gonna fly! My Mom flies in on the 3rd, two weeks from today and my sis, Jen flies in on the 7th for 5 days! My Mom is able to stay for a month, which we're thrilled about... can't wait for Grammy to come and stay! She's the best at "middle of the night baby holding and rocking!" Thanks, Mom! She's got lots of experience... :) And I'm praying that the baby isn't even 2 days after her due date, then Auntie Jenny will miss her!
Baby Annika is still in a funky posterior position, would you pray she decides to do a little roll so her face is facing my spine? She has the back of her head against my tailbone, etc... and it's not feeling to hot! I know God has an exact plan for her birth already, but since pain meds aren't an option this time, I'd love for her to be in the best possible position! If she follows suit, she'll arrive in my 39th week like the others...
I've been "nesting" like a madwoman. Cleaning, dusting, getting baby things all washed and folded, and packing the diaper bag with all of her newborn essentials to take with us to the birth. Morgan and I set up Annika's bed in our room this week. Now, that feels really real having her bed set up! Next up? Getting myself a bag packed.
Be watching for news of our sweet baby girl!